Stir Crazy

After two days of being cooped up with your family, you really need a break. Actually, make that two weeks of being cooped up with your family. Though at least last week we were at the beach so I could get away and I had my cousins and my friend Mary. But this week was really rough. It wasn't all that fun and it was hard emotionally and physically.

Today we went to see a movie; Indiana Jones. It felt good to get out of the house and the movie was good, but even that wasn't enough to shake my cabin fever. I know I'm whinning and I'm sorry to anyone who actually reads this. I shouldn't be complaining because life isn't so bad right now compared to March.

I've just been having a lot of problems with dispersonalization; you know that out of body feeling. I've had that a lot lately and when I'm actually in my body I feel completely out of control of my life. I try not to let it bother me but it gets annoying to say the least. It's like I'm constantly bracing for another tragedy. It's sucks.

I'm hoping starting my CNA class on Monday will help. School always helped relieve some of the out of control feeling. When you've got assignments, papers, and homework to do, your in control. With nothing to do around here, I feel so useless and uncreative. I think I might resort to cleaning my room or something.

By the way, for anyone who reads this and I thank you if you do, I'm starting a YA review site called Talon's Bookbag. To check it out, follow the link in my profile. There's not much there right now because the first book I'm reviewing is still being read. For those who know about book blogs, can you tell me in the comments if you can review books that have been out for a while or do they have to be new? I mean, as far as successful sites. What's too old?

Thanks! Hoping you're not stir crazy...